Hello All, I am Alexander Ramirez. I am 25 years of age from Castaic California.
This entire course feels Like it’s embedding into me as a routine or coding . the layout and order that our teacher has set up are all gems and it makes me feel like learning is rewarding.(where I’ve been turned off to traditional schooling since it’s been presented to me and I’ve been homeless most of my life so it seemed not worth it to learn about stuff that didn’t serve me ) so I’ve always been working. I can receive a lot of these codes better when I learn to listen to my intuition. when you do the lessons in order the healing will work but when it uproots it Shows in the external so it makes me want to come back. every lesson has a way to uproot and the next lesson after teaches how to deal with the pains from the previous lesson. I love it so much!! when I meditate deep and hold on to all the symbolism and metaphors it makes the feeling of allowing emotions /traumas /negative energies to pop up so When i can face them and heal them it actually becomes more like fun cause the feeling afterwords is so great I’m like that wasn’t even as bad as I ever thought its all in my head! It translates and starts showing both internally and externally.. Where I lacked context now has meaning. Being able to incorporate these teachings alongside my own discipline it feels like it was or is orchestrated for me to come into this school. The way it’s formatted to Uproot let go and recharge is taking hold for me very quickly. I KNOW in both when I’m awake and when I’m sleeping that my focus is changing all my choices and decisions and how I feel about myself and how I make myself feel about others or how they think about me. Anyways I’m grateful for my traumas and ability to still see the past. The more trauma I have or have had makes me feel like I can dive deeper and deeper and that without that trauma there would be no reward like finding a place a can finally learn and be myself. just checking in i Just finished lesson 3 and it was super relevant cause my masculine energies and feminine were both tested and shown to me right before in every way so within learning and being open to receiving the message it feels like I’ll be able to now share this state of being with my co workers and people as to where earlier today I didn’t feel Like I was doing anything and didn’t wanna go to work at all.
Catch me dancing and setting love fires -Alexander