I haven't known where to begin then i release there is end in beginning.
For the last year or so i haven't been able to connect with the world around and those in my life, i struggled to express my thoughts and feelings, connect with family and friends, i recently separated from my partner the one person whom throughout all this time i connected with not through words as such but emotions, thoughts an understanding that i didn't know.
All my life i felt things before i have know things, i have struggled to relate and understand people yet been able to make them lighter an assist them while i feel the weight of the world on my shoulders crushing me. Last year i walked away from career and felt so disconnected, destroyed even if that makes sense. Wondering around daily, going through the motions of life and expectations upon us. Until recently, i begin this journey to better understand the changes within myself and more importantly to love myself for all my worth. Thank you Xamina for i can not even begin to put into words how grounded for the first time in my life i feel, centered and that i am finally on the right path for myself.