Hello my Name is Eddie I wrote a huge essay sorry. So my name Is Eddie and I am basically here like some or most of you wanting to familiarize myself with just anything and learn something new. I am 37 years old and I have always been fascinated with anything that has to do with the Occult and Mysticism. I had a life changing experience after having a stroke April 21st 2017 . No I didn't see hell or go to heaven but I did have an outer body experience and there was a lot of things that scared me during my battle months after. I personally believe that I had not been on my life path and so this was the universe's way of getting me on track in a very scary and chaotic way. I can honestly say I have always had knowledge of a lot of things as I have family members that are so different in their believe systems and I always respected everyone but always listened and enjoying stories no matter how extreme or scary they were. When I had my stroke my life changed completely but I must admit that I am 100% to blame as I was entertaining a lifestyle where I wasn't being true to myself. I have always been a person who tries to give everyone chances and it is hard for me to cut people out of my life no matter how toxic they are. At the time when I had my stroke I was dealing with a lawsuit against a former employer, Troubles in my marriage and my father had just had heart surgery and I was struggling to say "sorry I can't help you I'm going through a lot myself" when my other siblings couldn't really help him. My life was falling apart and I felt like I was struggling to be keep my position as a good Husband, Son and even Friend. So I unfortunately I allowed so much negativity and toxicity into my life that it affected me all at once and so I blame myself as I feel now that I manifested so many worries and I was unable to clean up my life and the toxic people around me that I broke. After my stroke my life became nothing but hospital visits and Dr's pressuring me to get a Pacemaker as I had some complications after. My attorney Was a Russian Woman who was a very spiritual person as odd as It was to me because I had never heard of a Russian person knowing so much about a religion that is really one that mostly is followed in Cuba. So she was crowned in the Yoruba religion of Santeria and so she didn't hold back about her opinion to why this had happened to me. And even seeked answers from her Godmothers house in the religion. While I never went to go see a Santero I respected her wanting me to learn about her religion and did so. I learned a lot about it but I found that it didn't resonate with me mainly because I was vegan for 6 years and I wasn't about to drink rooster blood or chew on a chickens head to the bone to get initiated into the religion so that they can teach me all the occult mysteries I wanted to learn so that I may protect myself energetically. I am not at all saying that chewing on a chickens head is wrong I respect all belief systems and I hold no type of judgement it just didn't resonate with me and what I feel I wanted to experience at that time . Instead went to Mexico to see a Shaman and that is when my life was completely overtaken by the will to learn all these wonderful secrets and ancient traditions. After a few visits I was initiated and was taught about the 9 rites of the Munay ki. I was taught about herbs and medicine, Crystals, meditation and light work. Months later I started learning reiki and I got my attunments culminating in me finishing and getting my Reiki Master certification. I really want to share my story mostly because I have found myself in a frequency that was so self destructive after my Stroke I was completely done with life. When Dr's told me to take so many pills just to function and I felt my heart giving out I just gave up and I was in my eyes like a light that was about to fade. Diving into the metaphysical realm and learning so much about what I am and my potential gave me the courage to fight. Every visit to Mexico and learning about a new plant that can potentially help me became an addiction to me as I saw it as essential to my survival at that point. So Fast forward 2 years later I managed to break free and changed my frequency. I would like to stress the importance of having people around you who believe in you and give you hope. Its so hard to thrive when we surround ourselves with energy vamps and people that constantly bring us down or hold a frequency that is toxic. I have learned the art of meditation and I have managed to manifest myself out of the darkness I was in. I have envisioned myself being a source of light for others just as there was people who were that for me. I have been with my partner for 16 years and although I once thought all was over it seems as if my life was struck with chaos so that I could see my true path. I know I was put here on earth to help others an learn to teach as much as I can. I became more appreciative of my life and started creating something beautiful and meaningful. I am in the process of adopting 3 little girls and my partner and I just purchased a home in Washington and we are ready to hit the reset button and live in a more positive light. I am writing this story just so that people can see the importance of being aware of our surroundings and what we welcome into your life. We have the power to manifest "the way out of things" just as fast as we were negligent in manifesting negativity into our life. It is never to late. Ever. I want to take the time to thanks the creators of this class for giving people an outlet for learning. There is beauty in learning and embracing the light and the darkness when we have control. We all have light and darkness inside of but its important to have balance so that our life doesn't become chaotic and disruptive to our goals and life path. I want to wish anyone who reads this the greatest gift of all that is the willpower to learn and understand that we are in control always and that nothing negative is infinite. We are balls of energy in this short moment in time and we owe it to the universe and mother nature to be the best version of ourselves so that we can be a source of balance wether it be share light or share little darkness. Life is one big beautiful mystery that nobody will ever solve nobody has the answers because our time spent here is to short. What I feel we have is the ability to enjoy and appreciate ourselves and live happy in every aspect of who we are. Always remember that the biggest mistake we can make is allow those around us to set boundaries for us or tell us we aren't anything short of miracles. Blessings to you guys brothers and sisters and I am greateful to share this moment in time with you guys. Love and light _ Eddie. ps Im sorry for any Grammatical errors :) And yes! I'm the one guy that has a stroke and then takes a selfie to let all the family members that don't like me know I'm still alive and they can still kiss my ass. lol



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Eddie!
That was such a beautiful story to read. It made my heart feel so warm! Blessings to you, your partner, your beautiful 3 girls, and your home. So glad to be partaking in this spiritual journey with you.
Elisa, Thank you so much for your words. Im glad that my story connected with your heart. I am one to learn from other peoples mistakes and the reason I like sharing my story is to inspire others not to take their health for granted. It took me over 2 years to feel normal and I now celebrate every day. Taking responsibility that I allowed it all to manifest by not taking action and allowing others to obtain a presence in my life and bring toxicity to my spirit and present experience. I like to think that someone will read my story and at least change anything that is hurting them at the moment or blocking them from happiness. Thanks again for your reply and I'm also happy to be able to connect with people such as yourself on this learning journey. I want to wish you a beautiful night and send you nice tranquil vibes I am feeling in Central California. Take care. --Eddie. (ig: 44eddie44) add me if you'd like.
hi Eddie! Blessings!! thank you for sharing this story is so powerful. my heart goes out to you and your new family. I wish you many more years to relish in your victory, living In love and in light. <3
Hello Erika, Thank you so much for your wishes and great vibes. It has been a nightmare but I have finally found the light and I hope my story and growth can inspire others. I am not 100% but I'm alive and I'm in a good frequency now. Thank you so much again for your good vibes and may life find you Healthy and standing in pure love & light also. Good vibes to you from California . Cheers <3 --E
Hi Eddie. Just wanted to let you know that I I still haven't read your whole post yet but hello and welcome friend and many happy days. With love, Roxzanne.
Thank you for the warm welcome Roxanne. I really appreciate your reply. I hope you are doing awesome and vibrating high on this Saturday night. Take care. --E
Morning Eddie. Just finished reading your story and thanks for sharing. Is that home in the picture where you and your family live?! It's fantasticly beautiful❤️👪👌 You do look like you could have some Mexican blood in you though, please let me know if this is so. Have a wonderful and blessed Sunday with lots of love to you and your family🙏
Hello Roxzanne. Yea I am Mexican. I was born and raised in Southern California. My parents are both Mexican. They are both US citizens but have raised me to appreciate a lot of the culture and native belief systems. Im very fortunate to have a lot of family in Mexico to reach out to. When I went to visit my grandfather I was told a lot of stories and introduced to a lot of people into the metaphysical world who connected me with a few Shamans it was an awesome experience. Mexico has a lot of beauty despite the war on drugs and politics. Ive learned that if you have no ties to anything there is absolutely nothing to be afraid. The Media Amps everything up. If you haven't gone I think you should consider so when all this Covid stuff becomes a thing of the past and it is safe. Cancun was one of my favorite trips. The Southern region (Mayan Riviera) was really nice. Youtube it. Thank you for your vibes I hope you enjoy your week. Take care. --E
Goo morning. Yes sure, I would love to come. It would be another thing to convince my mom and Chaseade that it is a good idea vut I guess it's worth a try 😋 If I do make it there, are you going to facilitate my trip and accompany me to the Shamans? It's not something I would want to do alone. I don't speak Mexican and can't imagine how messed up it would be should I by any chance get myself into a mess or get stuck there...no,going by myself would not feel safe at all but Mexico is definitely on my list of places to visit! 😀 So does your wife and kids also see the Shaman and share your interest and appreciation for their ways and wisdom or not really? I always have that battle with my Christian family that are very ridget and narrow minded in their beliefs. They struggle to allow themselves or me to be open to alternative ideas or concepts. It has been getting better since recently tough. Well, its 7:30 am here now and the day has just begun. Hit me back when you have a moment to do so. I gotta go running if I'm going to run today because we have a curfew and are only allowed outside until 9am (Covid precautions) but luckily this strict lock down will be lifted on the 1st of June and then we would be allowed to excercize outside at any time of the day. I just hope the situation doesn't worsen then because this virus spreads so easily and our numbers of infected people just reached over 22K. And with the lift of the restriction alcohol will also be for sale again and people become so careless when they've had a few drinks. How is Mexico's infection numbers like? Do you have a a curfew or restrictions in place? I saw a petition on Facebook thst read "Sign to support the opening of Tattoo shops in Mexico" and I thought to myself, no ways I'm signing this🙄 Not only have I had my wing tattoos on my back interrupted with this restrictions that were put in place just before I had to go back to get them done (and also paid the guy for it and now had to wait 2 months) but it's also not a good idea with this virus that's so contagious. Even I'm going to arrange with the South African tattoo guy to wait until this situation improves before sitting for my last ink sesh. Rain is pouring down here and I can hear it falling onto the roof whilst lying in bed... great excuse not to go running🤔 I'm going to comfy up a little, snuggle back underneath the blankie and catch a quick snooze before getting up again... ha, ha, ha! One of the joys and perks of working from home😂 Have a great day Eddie 🏡👌❤️