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I have fears of the unknown. I dont go past my comfort zone which i know isn't good. I can almost feel and see my life when i push past my fears. Yet, i haven't. I really do want to get past my fears and really live the life i have been created to live.
Thanks for sharing unique- this is what motivated me to start this program. the journey of overcoming fear is so intense but it is the only thing standing in our way between our life now and our dream life. envisioning and meditating your ideal life is one of the best ways to get there and overcome fear. I am going to be sure to keep this as a central topic of discussion in our coaching calls and meditations, thanks!
I really want to obtain confidence and strength to overcome my fears of trusting and fear of finance. I feel like if I’m able to do that, it will allow my ability of growing my gifts and ability of manifesting better.
I’m curious on what my thoughts are after reading the spell book and what connections I will make, once completed. So far, Hecate seems to be familiar from a dream I’ve had. Only god knows.
Hi Leslie! this is so insightful- it took me 30 years to realize that the reason I could never make the money I wanted was because I was raised to have a fear of money. Actually, the first time was reading the book 'The Four Agreements' we have for this month. I would love to address this topic in the group coaching discussion this friday, as well as include a guided meditation for clearing abundance/fear blockages that keep us from money. This has been my main point of interest and study the past year, as our relationship with money and how we make it is a metaphor for every aspect of our life. thanks for sharing!
Just like everyone else, it is so obvious to me that I am so full of fear. It is so obvious to me that fear prevents my natural expression flow freely in life. I am looking forward to all the practical techniques I can bring into my life to begin working through the fear.
I also just wanted to leave some feedback on this week's video lecture.
I am very used to learning by reading or listening to lectures. So this week was challenging for me to spend alot of the time in a visualidation meditation that I quite enjoyed.
The ego in me wants answers quick and now and is afraid of change.
I did find the first part before the meditation hard to follow because it did jump from topic to topic without going deep. I understand was an introduction.
Hi Anthony thanks so much for the feedback! I appreciate it and love to know what everyone likes/dislikes/wants for next time. this week i will be doing the basics step-by-step so a more in depth intro. so glad you enjoyed the meditation!
Hi! I have a deep fear of rejection and it has become problematic for me as I put up walls and repress emotions. I am aware that I have a blockage on my heart chakra and have done some work to fix this but now more than ever I am really struggling with it. I hope to learn how to get past this fear and help others as well.
Hi sarah! thank you for feeling open to share. I am not sure if you joined the coaching call today but try to next week so we can go deeper on your personal habits and ways to transform them. This month's lessons should really help. Start with the root chakra, as it will allow you to see where those fears are initially coming from, that later manifest into these feelings of heart chakra rejection. xx xamina
My fear of expression has been holding me back for some time. Expression of self, interests, hobbies, opinions. It's almost as though someone has power over my tongue and I've done a lot of work on self to try and distinguish if its truly my fear, or if it was someone else's fear that I just cant shake. I've identified what I think the root is and my triggers. And I've gotten to a point in my healing where I'm unsure if that fear is mine or if I'm picking up on someone else's fear. Has anyone had this dilemma of figuring out whats yours and what belongs to someone else?
Usually this fear is your parents that was passed down to you. And once you realize that you mimic their behavior and don’t own it yourself, you will be free from it. By any chance did your parents ever make you feel that you should be interested in things that you Didn’t really Like? Or want you to keep quiet as to not bother them? Make you feel as though you should repress yourself in anyway because one of them wanted you to act a certain way? This can cause us to believe that we should feel guilty expressing our true nature.
My fear of expressing myself fully and finance. Two things that go hand in hand for the success of my side projects my self-fulfillment. Its time to let go and break down these blockages. I am just fighting against it every day.
my fear is of public speaking and I don’t know why because I’m actually good at it my throat has been feeling weird for weeks now it’s so damn annoying, I’m a virgo so have that “perfectionist“ aspect about myself that I need to let go of or at least balance it better, I’m confident enough to talk to people I know but it’s the strangers that weirds me out and that doesn’t make sense because they will more then likely be better supporters and potential customers then some of the people I do know, I’m in the process of building my own business @sinthesis_ldn IG to help others grow from past pain and just share and helpful information because I believe that if we can help each other through our personal experiences it will possibly lighten the pressure on us...some people do not use their heart a lot and always do things out of personal gain rather then being a honest helpful person so I find it hard to show my Vulnerability Even though I know it will help so many others to aspire to their authentic selves....I have to over come this and push forward,some days I can but it’s like 1step forward 2steps back which I’m finding frustrating.🥴
Hi, I think part of that vulnerability comes with being confident in your ability to put down healthy boundaries with others based on their actions toward you. Often words do not convey much about those who haven't aligned what they say and do. I suggest practice setting boundaries with people and empowering yourself to let in what you want in your life. It takes a strong person to be vulnerable and let others make their decisions, if it doesn't work for them then let them go. Some people aren't ready to face themselves and others will open up to you as a mirror if you allow yourself to be vulnerable because you set these boundaries.
#1 you are a beacon of light!! #2 Dark matter/energy is definitely needed, however it must be controlled - I think of it very much like fire. The darkness is ravenous; it feeds on fear, violence, sorrow, etc. As light bearers we are the ones that must fight the darkness. It will try and smother you out, it will try and prevent you from helping others from shining their lights... Because darkness runs from light, what happens when you turn a light on in a dark room... The darkness has to run and hide to where the light isn't touching it.
If you start to feel afraid or doubtful - say, "Not today! I have no fear for you today, you're not going to feed off of me!" And that's it! Tell it to f&ck off! You obviously have a mission and are lucky enough to already be taking steps to complete that mission. I think many of us know we are here for a higher purpose, but we aren't in the right place to realize it... We need people like you to help lead the rest of us!
Your vulnerability will attract the people who need to hear your message. I've been studying various occult/metaphysical topics for over 20 years, and for me, I know I've been presented with some of the same information many times over, but there have been certain people that I have been able to absorb the information differently because they resonate with me on a more personal level. Louise Hay is one of these people (Author of You Can Heal Your Life). She's been able to overcome obstacles in her life that are similar to the challenges that I have faced and I am still facing. I found her very early on and she has given me hope for myself. Go and speak to that 1 person in every audience that you are there to help cause you're right we're here to help and elevate each other.
You are a beacon of light, the darkness if afraid of you! There's no need for you to be afraid :)
I have done a lot of work to get to a place where courage is my primary driving force in making decisions of action. Thus, I can understand why decisions are made based off of fear but won't follow them myself. Along with this is an acceptance of death for myself which is inevitable, so even training as a smokejumper, big wildland fires, or vehicle/structure fires don't phase me. However, I have always cared about helping others and especially those I love without conditions. My greatest fear then has always been that I won't be able to help or save others but especially my loved ones. And I know that this fear sets me up for guilt if I don't protect myself from my inner critic and understand I can only do so much and just be a humbled man.
Joining OM has been an immense help. I always thought that when you made good money everything would be great. But I was wrong. That's when I lost everything. Every one around me took what they needed and turn their backs on me. Now I'm starting from scratch. The universe has open my eyes to the things I didn't want to see.
Hi Jorge! We are so happy to have your here. I am sorry to hear about your struggle. When we are not whole and complete on the inside we will lose the things on the outside we tried to complete ourselves with. This loss will open our eyes to seeing how powerful we truly are on our own. Don’t worry about “starting from scratch”. Instead of thinking “you have nothing now”, think ‘you have everything to look forward to.’ Heal yourself, and then find your power and create your new dream life :)